“From a queen’s point of view a ‘someone’ is the one. But that someone knew that the queen is the ‘one’. And for no-one in the world, would that ‘one’ become the ‘some’.”
-someone’s mind
I was never into this ‘one’ and ‘someone’. Never emotional. Never irrational and never out of convictions. I was always in align to :-
“Some are geeks
Some are studs
All are dogs
None in love”
But since few weeks, I am feeling to have been experiencing a New dimension of life. Little Spiritual & Mostly Magical. Sometimes it seems timeless & boundary-less, sometimes Infinite. Some unknown, Virgin territory yet to be uncovered. For now, the Life and the Times have changed!
Earlier I used to see the world as it would look. Sun shined. People looked friendly. Things were neatly arranged and I would Sleep earlier. Wake up even earlier, watch movies on Saturdays and play cricket on Sundays!
Now it’s a different-life alto gather.
I had read somewhere, “Just as there can be a bug in a code, a virus in a system and a simplicity in it’s trap, there may be a ‘love’ in a young & career-driven male.”
Also had read somewhere, “the highest ‘drive’ a young male gets is in impressing that ‘someone’ to be his own ‘one’.”
Both of this statements flash in my ‘mind’ when trying to express the order of my living and the future purpose of my living, for-the, by-the and of-the, * Love of my Life. *
The mind which was once used to be a geek lover, a rational one and a balanced one, seems a rather unbalanced or actually-relatively balanced now. Logic used to flow like a chart and brain used to work in a binary fashion. YES-NO. 0-1.
Now it seems to ponder between the May-be-YES, Somewhat-NO! , 0.37353343, 0.7874567, 3/pi . Everything between 0-1 but 0-1.
Logic is so-so destroyed here. Ocean of something has been seeming to taking me over. Charm seems to generate even out of my unshaven beard. The Spark of the light is wide-spread in Air. If asked how do I FEEL when I think about my future own ‘one’? My answer would be the feeling similar to how a ‘panipuri-wala’ fan would get eating it after a year, a sachin fan looking at his straight drive and watching a small baby smile reacting to our clown-acts!
And if you can imagine that baby smiling, you may as well are finding my joy in the same!
The ‘love’ of my life, the ‘talk’ of my mind and the ‘queen’ of my heart.
-from someone’s mind
(P.S. : Her ‘Aura’ – in next article )