It’s one of those days, when you wake up and ponder ‘What am I doing with my life? What is it that I seek? What do I wanna be? Where do I see myself in next couple of years?
Ever since I read that chapter on “Satellite Communication”, I knew this is what I was going to be- an Electronics Engineer. Hours of sweat and I became one. Got a dainty job in the public sector. Mission Accomplished!!! But, I had this self-realization very soon-this is not what I want to end up doing for the rest of my life.
Now what? M.S.? MBA? Civil Services? There’s always some pros and cons to everything. And, I hate this quandary, I don’t know what’s my calling! I don’t know what’s my fate!
I ascertain those words of Robert Frost are so apt in this prevailing situation. Somewhere ages and ages hence, when I will be gathering my past, I don’t want to look back in remorse. I don’t know what ‘road’ shall I pursue. But, I do agnize, this is what will make all the difference.
In the end, it all summarizes to what we actually want to make from this one lifetime of ours. Once we know what we yearn for, I believe the going will get easy. I guess, I will have to wait for a while and rethink why am I here..