Just wondering if I have tried enough, What are these thoughts cluttering my mind. So Random , yet I am in the illusion that they are beautiful.
What is Happiness ? Do we ever stop for a second and wonder if we all are in a badly written infinite loop. Do you look around and wonder no matter how much separated yet how our lives are deeply intertwined in ways we can not comprehend. But than again who has the time.For me my Mt Everest for the last year has been to crack the “Prestigious” Cat.But the truth is the more I try to inch closer the farther I seem to be pushed away. More I push forward to touch it, the more elusive the dream gets.
So I wonder what is happiness ? If I crack CAT will I be happy ? Maybe momentarily but than as our monotonous lives are soon enough I will have another Everest to climb. Like every other thing there will be hundreds in the queue. And than again in the pursuit of happiness , I shall dutifully spend countless sleepless nights and yet again I will be up against the immortals who seem to do things with so much ease for which I have to sweat and toil. But I have no other option this is who I am , in all my glory , this is where and when I was born. I have no other option than to fight and protect my dream with every inch of strength and leave rest up to God.
But yet again as I sit in the chaos of my thoughts , I wonder what is happiness ?