I am falling into the arms of hell,
I am climbing the mountain of fire,
Rising from the dark sinful well;
I am holding up by a thin wire.
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I, a strange creature at all,
Feel a heavy remorse and filth all around.
Towards the dark reality, I try to crawl,
On a smooth ambiguous plane
where ashes of guilt surround.
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With my head down, I watch my own grave,
I smile to myself like I always did;
this is what I deserve, this is what I crave,
A pale motionless thief, covered by a heavy lid.
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Failures were the trophies I always won,
Tears were the rewards that made me smile,
From the cruel romances, I could never shun,
rendering their precious cup with sweet vile.
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It’s not destiny, It’s what you sow,
So shall you reap, such goes the saying,
I shook my head and fell to a new low,
This is different, something strange
Something better? My soul was praying.
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