| I am failure. -
12-05-2006, 03:42 PM
Hi Ppls!
This is chandan residing in kolkata,intented to take cat by this year (2006)the purpose to send this post is just only to develop and endevour myself and if you want than you can too. I feel strongly,CAT is all about the English skill,well,there is plenty of sections but as if you are not good enough in english than i personally think you will not able to tackle those odd questions in just 2 hours,is it scaring to you i think you r not,but seriously guys,it was making me scare just way back 1 year when i was in my 2 year graduation my cousin his name Amit his english is really very nice and before his english my english was sounding nothing.so,one day i been to his house ,i was speaking english in front of him that he could recognize me as a good speaker like him ,i was a personality like that,i used to expose myself,even my cousin Amit always used to say me "Raja(it`s my pet name) you need improvement ,you should develop your english,if you r aiming big for your future" for some span of time i used to serious,but after some days i wasnt bother to thought about that,i always said myself,"It`s need for my future but i have too much time to prepair for CAT"i was totaly careless person ,when AMIT came to know that i am aiming to CAT and when i asked to his suggestion about this,he said "Ok it`s good that u r targeting CAT,now say what`s your preparation going on"i said yeap it`s going on and i know i can crack it than he said RAJA how`s about yous grammar i said i will make it ,i have 1 and half years he said ok but make sure about everything regarding this examination and too about your english.I always used to make my new routine that i will start my study from tomorrow but as u know guys "TOMORROW NEVER COMES"i didnt won the battle.Let me clarify you one thing,i was really very pugnasious and follower of good thinking but not at all implementing within me that cost me lots in my past.So,always remember,it`s good to think for your development and achivement but there should be implementation within you, if you will not implement and always think even that one is for better doing,than it is crime and that will bring the disaster in your carrer or whatsoever(in negative sense).
I do remember that time i was at my home sitting with my mother and something chatting with her the same time BILLU arrived(My house honour nephew.) Yeap!(i got rented house) than he came and said me Bhaiya "Can u do this mathematics for me",i said ok i can do it what`s that question,i was speaking in english on that time,suddenly he said ,bhaiya i think your english is not up to mark,you need improvement than guess what i did? i begun to made excuse and the excuse i said Billu look there is plenty type of english and what u r thinking it`s other english and what i am speaking it`s right one,he said what`s that,i said yeap it`s true and i asked him "waana bet"( just for hiding my english) i said him ,brother i used to do job in CALL CENTER so how could i make mistake he laughed and said ok "best of luck" for your future and i said to him you tooo than he went and on that particular day i didnt sleep ,his face and amit face were coming like a nightmare in my dream.Really that day i realized i was speaking blunders,i should develop and than from next day i belt up and for 2 months i developed my grammar when i came to know i was making big jerk while i was speaking. Before,while i was speaking i always used to put "has" at the place of "have" and lods more after 2 months 2005 July i completed my lesson in grammar than i begun to spoken english not taking any classes but with me front of myself before mirror,with my commitment and thinking of doing big now now now now with implementation.I got satisfaction that what i am speaking, i am speaking good with whatever little bit knowledge.
Now i am signing off with promise to back soon with your`s lods of reply and experiences.Just come with me and take to me as well and feel the touch with lods of lods of lods of things and whatever u want regarding your motivation regarding you any preparation,but remember i seeking your reply to go forward with this thread so if possible reply me soon .
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