Another week passes by and the course load is insane. Not impossible to manage, but definitely a lot. But then I was expecting this when I took up 6 credits .. wasn't I

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I spend an hour every Sunday practicing Salsa and working with choreographers for the Wharton Dance Studio event. There is a new found appreciation for everyone who dances well .. ever week I feel like I am going to give way or I am the worst thing that can move on two legs. Darn darn darn!
This coming week, I intend to a couple of mock interviews and a couple of practice case studies because I have interview invites from a couple of consulting companies. I better go and pay them my due respect for offering me the first job invite of my life.
The last couple of weeks have been spent doing a lot of introspection and I agree with the wise soul who said 'If you don't know where you want to go - any road will lead you there'. Funny, I've hardly ever know where I wanted to be in life and may be that is not that bad a thing eh .. But the more I grow .. the more I realize I need to grow up to take care of so many other people who've been a part of my life and to that effect I need to dream bigger and get on my path to achieve it. Bah .. introspection aside, I've been listening to a lot of music and getting friendly with the Xbox and celebrating b'days of pals and dining at expensive places..
I do get a lot of people telling me that I look rather serene especially during the tough recruiting season. Some people aspire to be as calm as I am .. but I do tell em I am calm .. because I've rarely wanted anything so bad that I'd lose sleep over it. As I was going through the MGMT 671 course, I get a sense that I've ignored a lot of what I've wanted for myself. I've been deliriously happy with my professional life, my family life and my community life. But I did get a sense I never spent time on what made me happy. My self growth - my space, what I want personally to be. Kind of weird to think about it now .. I don't have answers - but coming to Wharton has opened up far too many questions for my own self & I'm trying to answer them as I figure my way around it.
I'll remember that this is the place that finally allowed me to grow up

.. I could have f**** up elsewhere, at any other point - but doing it here makes it easier