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candid confessions from heart... -
27-04-2005, 01:48 AM
hi ervybody!
this post is to invite all who will be in the IIMA class of 2006-2008... well i'm goin to live for the next one yr believing tht i'll b there...although i didnt make it this yr.. i had calls but cudnt convert the ones i wanted to.. but y does it happen tht when u fail ur aim getz higher and stronger.. ?? yes i was shattered for a week after the interview results were out but being defeated is a temporary condition .. giving up is wht makes it permanent... no i cant give up bcoz i have never believed in givin up... bcoz believing is wht keeps u moving.. believing can be ur gr8st strength ... yes it can also be a vice.. i realized tht when i was in tht shocked state... i had always believed tht i wud b there.. when i read tht line "9 atheletes at the start line want to win and 1 knows tht he'll win" i really cud identify with tht 1 person.. but still i failed... tht left in a bizarre state... i really didnt know how to react.. i really never thot tht i wud have to face this situation... were my beliefs in beliefs wrong??? at one point my mind was blank ... ideas evaded me... i had been so obsessed with those thots.. i was so passionate tht these thots had bcom part of my life.... and alas! now i tried to run away frm these very thots.. wht to think thn??? thinking must go on.....and i thot tht for a couple of weeks... i thot tht probably i was not being pragmatic.... probably i had been not confident but over confident... so i thot i wud try to be real from now ... but as they say u r wht u r..... today i am here again daring to belief.. bcoz thtz how i have always been and probably thtz how i'll always be... it is this luv for my dreams tht breathes life into my life... yes i luv my dreams and i luv thm bcoz i luv luving thmmm...........
well tht was a candid confession from my side... hope to hear frm u ppl... plz go on posting as if u r talking to urself and therez no one reading... !!!
seems like i am reading a revised version of Alchemist!! well... moi in the race too for IIMA 2006-08 batch..... it happens when we fail to achieve our dreams... i got screwed in CAT04 in my favourite section... it let me down ... n i thought y did it all happen to me..... but dat the way it is... now i m up again ... raring to go... n i dont know why.... this time the urge to achieve is far mmore than last time... also i m reallly enjoying this experince... i imagine the kinda sense of achievement we would have whenwe make it to IIMs next yr... !!
hi candid_expressions... tht post was simply amazing.. loved reading it... by readin ur post i donno y but it comes to the mind tht u'll really achieve sth big one fine day....