@HinduRakshak cut-you-Aei 🤭 mahualle k launde bol re h ki tum ab bachoo se gaan*d bhi marwane lag gye ho? 😆😆 Bhak bosdhi.wale....You mother i very upset with your new hobby.... chor de bhadwe ye gaan*d marwane ka shauk...Apni mom ka toh soch chu.tiye....achi baat nahi hai.. Sudhar jaa boshdikei 😀 😀
It just dawned upon me that I have been living the last three years of my life in anxiety and I have not experienced what happiness is for over 5 plus years. Some things just hit you very hard when you take some alone time to introspect. Had a fight with my parents as they nagging me to fill IBPS form which I don't want as I hate banking system. It's just not me. I saw my Bua. She was in bank and it's not what I want at any cost. I would do something on my own rather than go for bank. A few days week back, just because I had some false hopes I told my parents that SSC would declare results in a few weeks and since it has'nt and with that new notice drama I have become almost like a walking corpse. I sometimes use Pg to distract my head and so that I Atleast have some sort of interaction with anyone be it Digital or not. My parents thought that results have been declared and I wasn't selected. This was my condition this week. It's surprising how some people here on this platform share a mutual struggle but Individually the deapth of the struggle is so unique and different. I sleep nowadays only when I can't keep myself awake anymore. It's not about night and day now. Finally, I think this isolation, anxiety, stress impatience is starting to catch up to me.
So, these SSC Mofos say, "it has come to their notice that candidates are anxious and eagerly waiting for their results."
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So ?? Aren't we suppose to wait for our results ? Aren't we suppose to get our results in time and get through this perpetual selection process ?
*Bloody Arseholes* 🇨🇻🇨🇻🇨🇻🇨🇻
Luck is the ONLY deciding factor between success and failure. Hard work takes you close to the finishing line, but luck is the only factor which helps you to cross it.