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Would you like you, if you met you?
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For all those ziska kabhi dil tuuta ho 💓
😞 Just Once More 😞
Yesterday I was on my way back to my home after my interview,partly feeling happy as my interview went good and partly anxious about the result and then my train halted at that station, that wretched station. In fact it doesn't matter whether i use wretched or pleasant with it as it had left an indelible imprint on my life, my personality,my mentality.
About four years ago i was travelling on the same route, same train. It had a five minutes stop at that station.As it started pulling out of the platform a girl hurriedly boarded it and she sat on the seat in front of me.She was short of breath,few elderly ladies sitting there offered her water. She had missed her train in which she had reservation.That's why she boarded my train.Later on I got to know she lived in my city 😃 .She had no ticket and as luck(or bad luck) would have it , she also could not withdraw enough money for her journey(I got to know it later on :)).I offered to help her. She hesitated but probably she had no other option.(Now please don't start that all men are dogs..I only helped her because she was from my city.) 😁
We chatted a lot throughout our journey about our college etc.....in fact we ALMOST became friends.. 😃 We began to chat on FB ...I started to feel something for her but I could never muster up enough courage to tell her. Probably I was afraid that it might be another infatuation attack.I had lots of problem with this dreaded infatuation disease during my school time, so i ignored all my feelings.
In the mean time our FB chat turned into phone calls...We also used to meet sometimes...Here let me make one thing very clear, She never ever gave even an inkling to me that she has any sort of feeling. She was just being a good friend.But it was me who was thinking otherwise.One fine morning I dont know what got into me , I just called her and said all that I was piling up inside me. After waiting for months I was convinced that it was not infatuation and so thought that it was a good time to let her know.She was shell shocked but said nothing except that she would reply later. I took that for a yes....After this I couldn't meet her for about 2 weeks...and didn't pressed this matter on phone as I wanted to listen it directly from her.
After two weeks I got a chance to meet her.I was elated , I never had felt like that, I was feeling lighter and younger.Exuberance was oozing out of me.Finally I met her , she was standing there , as still as a statue....was not uttering a word ,probably was not even breathing for a good 30-40 seconds and the suddenly she started crying. I could not comprehend what had happened and then she said something that I never expected. "I love someone else",said she.
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I froze ...... 😞 she kept crying and I kept staring at her with utter disbelief and a childish expectation that she would suddenly start laughing her guts out and say that "Idiot, I was joking"!!! But sadly it never happened. There was helplessness in her eyes.She was uncontrollably sobbing.That helpless look would have been enough for anyone to understand that she really loves that guy. I gathered myself and inquired about him. He studied in her college.I had no idea what to do.....what to say... I somehow got her to stop crying and asked her to forget all that I said to her . I promised that I would never pose a problem in her life. We walked to bus stop . None of us was speaking any thing . She boarded the bus, all that she could say was "I am sorry" .
As the bus pulled away I wished time to freeze .I didn't take my eyes off that bus, didn't blink,didn't even breathe until it disappeared into the horizon and with that disappeared my life into oblivion. I was heartbroken , crestfallen.....I can't describe my feelings with adjectives.....Thereafter she called me...but I didn't pick. I deleted my FB account(I still dont have FB acount).All this I did not because I had any grudge towards her,not because I felt that she was wrong, but because had I not snapped all ties with her , I would either have created some trouble for her or I would have posed a danger to my own life....
Fours years have gone by....I dont know where she is....what she is doing right now....in fact I dont want to know because I dont want to cry again ......But this wretched station have brought back all those memories. Whenever I booked my ticket for Delhi , I booked on a train via Lucknow, carefully avoiding the other route ,so that i don't have to pass through that station. But this time it was my interview and on such a short notice I couldn't get a ticket of my choice. The moment I boarded the train , I knew it would happen and here I am swamped by all those thoughts again.
I am kind of feeling helpless. I just wish to:-
talk to her once more 😞
hold her once more 😞
laugh with her once more 😞
admire the twinkle in her eyes once more 😞
cry with her once more 😞
probably at least just see her once more 😞
JUST ONCE MORE !!!!! 😞
I wanted her to be happy, I just wished that she would be happy with me.(It should never happen to any one else. This incident has taken a part of me with it.)
umeedo wali dhoop, sunshine wali aasha
rone ki wajah kam hai, hasne ke bahane jada
tum dil se agar pucho to, wo khush rehna hi chahe
jab sache mann se mangoo, to khul jati hai rahe
zid hain muskruyange, khush rehne ka hain waada
umeedo wali dhup, sunshine wali aasha 😃
For all the heartbroken puys n pirls,
And for all those who aspire to do something big in life,
The only key is to learn from your mistakes and keep moving forward 😃 and yeah , not to mention that do not repeat the same mistakes again 😛 😉
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A famous quote by Eric Thomas - 😣
true story 😁
good mrng guys 😄
Jee chaahe panchi ho jawan
Udda javan gaanda javan
Anchu shikran nu chu pawan
Es dunya di rahvan bhul ke
Fir kade na wapas aavan
Jee chahe panchee ho javan
Maan sarovar de beh kande
Tutta jeha ik geet main gavan
Himteesian moiyan moiyan
Ghut kaleja main garmavan
Ji chahe panchi ho javan
Ik din aisa jhakkar jhulle
Udd pudd javan sabhe teele
Beghar bedar main ho javan
Sari umar piyan rass gham da
Ese nashe vich jind handavan
Jee chahe panchee ho jawan
Fer kade na wapas aavan
Jee chahe panchi ho javan
Udda javan ganda javan
Anchu shikran nu chu pavan
Es dunya di rahvan bhul ke
Fer kade na wapas aavan
Jee chaahe panchee ho javan
Jee chaahe panchi ho jawan
Jee chaahe panchi ho javan
for all old n new love struck ppl..! 😛 😂
Hubby: Call Ambulance! I'm having a heart attack
Wife: Okay! Give me your mobile password
Hubby: Its okay, I'm good :):)
'Nothing happens to you, it happens for you.'
Tumhara kya gaya jo tum rote ho? Tumne kya laaye the jo tumne kho diya?
-Questions by Bhagwan Sri Krishna.
Must answer. 😃
bye 😃