Rise To Smileeee……😃😇😆☀️

so whats going on these days puys?

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lolzzz 😂 😂 😝 

Chittiyan Kalaiyaan ve ..  

Oh Baby meri .. chittiyan kalaiyaan ve  💃 💃 💃 

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Pagalguy is the best thing ever happened in my life.. I created my account filled with hope and promises that I'll use this wisely and get a good government job.. But in turn I found the love of my life.. It all started with a stupid precis writing text.. But later we started eating eachother's head.. from the very next day... I figured that she has feelings for me.. so i made the first move.. proposed her in a very unique way and without any surprise she accepted my proposal.. I'd say we both were in a little hurry.. Within this 2 months we were about to die for eachother.. several times.. I just wonder how we'll be after living together for 20yrs.. ok i dont want to brag about this now.. Many people in this PG knows whom i am referring to.. Without her, this PG will never be the same for me.. With so much grieve i am deactivating my account.. because i will miss some good friends with a pure heart and soul.. @tastytejas @smitashukla58 @krishna_17 @rasrjha @ss64 @suryanshsisodia and some new friends i made recently.. @6an-6an @ibansi @tourist07 @UTTAM_NARAYAN  I wish i had more time to spend with you guys.. My kind advice to everyone who read this.. Never ever fall in love unless you secure ur future first.. Have to face HELL otherwise.. I am waiting for SBI clerk final result and sbi associates PO written.. Applied for IBPS SO too.. I am sure I'll clear something... Pretty soon.. I'll surely activate my account once I sort out the problems I've been facing.. Guys please pray for me.. for us... wish me luck.. I hope I'll be back soon.. Signing off now.. BYE

"Jindgi maut na ban jaaye sambhalo yaaro..."

-SARFAROSH

Khao piyo mast rho yaar...baaki mehnat kro khus rho muskan bikherte rho...Baaki jo panga le usse kat lo nhi to puri tarah uski kah ke lo chaahe wo jo bhi ho(Just for confidence boosting).Kya prem shame aan? Aur ho gya then achha hai.Toot gya to phir manao nhi to manage kro...Arrey hadd hai main bhi kisko samajharha hu...

"Naas ki un shaktiyo ke saath chalna jor kiska..."

-HARIVANSH RAI BACHCHAN.

Don't fall in love, rise in love.

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for you @UTTAM_NARAYAN 

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Should old acquaintances be forgotten, 

And never brought to mind? 

Should old acquaintances be forgotten, 

And days of long ago!

For times gone by, For times gone by, my dear 

We will take a cup of kindness yet 

For times gone by.

We two have run about the hillsides 

And pulled the daisies fine, 

But we have wandered many a weary foot 

For times gone by.

We two have paddled in the stream 

From noon until dinner time, 

But seas between us broad have roared 

Since times gone by.

And there is a hand, my trusty friend, 

And give us a hand of yours, 

And we will take a goodwill drink

For times gone by!

And surely you will pay for your pint, 

And surely I will pay for mine! 

And we will take a cup of kindness yet 

For times gone by!

For all the poems written on the subject of unrequited love there are so few on the pain of being the object of that affection. The truth is it's not love on which the strongest foundations are built, it's the merciful lies.

AAAAAA UNAAGI!!!!!! 😁 😁

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There was something untold....

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Would you like you, if you met you?

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For all those ziska kabhi dil tuuta ho 💓 

                                    😞 Just Once More 😞

Yesterday I was on my way back to my home after my interview,partly feeling happy as my interview went good and partly anxious about the result and then my train halted at that station, that wretched station. In fact it doesn't matter whether i use wretched or pleasant with it as it had left an indelible imprint on my life, my personality,my mentality.

About four years ago i was travelling on the same route, same train. It had a five minutes stop at that station.As it started pulling out of the platform a girl hurriedly boarded it and she sat on the seat in front of me.She was short of breath,few elderly ladies sitting there offered her water. She had missed her train in which she had reservation.That's why she boarded my train.Later on I got to know she lived in my city 😃 .She had no ticket and as luck(or bad luck) would have it , she also could not withdraw enough money for her journey(I got to know it later on :)).I offered to help her. She hesitated but probably she had  no other option.(Now please don't start that all men are dogs..I only helped her because she was from my city.) 😁

We chatted a lot throughout our journey about our college etc.....in fact we ALMOST became friends.. 😃  We began to chat on FB ...I started to feel something for her but I could never muster up enough courage to tell her. Probably I was afraid that it might be another infatuation attack.I had lots of problem with this dreaded infatuation disease during my school time, so i ignored all my feelings.

In the mean time our FB chat turned into phone calls...We also used to meet sometimes...Here let me make one thing very clear, She never ever gave even an inkling to me that she has any sort of feeling. She was just being a good friend.But it was me  who was thinking otherwise.One fine morning I dont know what got into me , I just called her and said all that I was piling up inside me. After waiting for months I was convinced that it was not infatuation and so thought that it was a good time to let her know.She was shell shocked but said nothing except that she would reply later. I took that for a yes....After this I couldn't meet her for about 2 weeks...and didn't pressed this matter on phone as I wanted to listen it directly from her. 

After two weeks I got a chance to meet her.I was elated , I never had felt like that, I was feeling lighter and younger.Exuberance was oozing out of me.Finally I met her , she was standing there , as still as a statue....was not uttering a word ,probably was not even breathing for  a good 30-40 seconds and the suddenly she started crying. I could not comprehend what had happened and then she said something that I never expected. "I love someone else",said she.

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I froze ...... 😞 she kept crying and I kept staring at her with utter disbelief and a childish expectation that she would suddenly start laughing her guts out and say that "Idiot, I was joking"!!! But sadly it never happened. There was helplessness in her eyes.She was uncontrollably sobbing.That helpless look would have been enough for anyone to understand that she really loves that guy. I gathered myself and inquired about him. He studied in her college.I had no idea what to do.....what to say... I somehow got her to stop crying and asked her to forget all that I said to her . I promised that I would never pose a problem in her life. We walked to bus stop . None of us was speaking any thing . She boarded the bus, all that she could say was "I am sorry" .

As the bus pulled away I wished time to freeze .I didn't take my eyes off that bus, didn't blink,didn't even breathe until it disappeared into the horizon and with that disappeared my life into oblivion. I was heartbroken , crestfallen.....I can't describe my feelings with adjectives.....Thereafter she called me...but I didn't pick. I  deleted my FB account(I still dont have FB acount).All this I did not because I had any grudge towards her,not because I felt that she was wrong, but because had I not snapped all ties with her , I would either have created some trouble for her or I would have posed a danger to my own life.... 

Fours years have gone by....I dont know where she is....what she is doing right now....in fact I dont want to know because I dont want to cry again ......But this wretched station have brought back all those memories. Whenever I booked my ticket  for Delhi , I booked on a train via Lucknow, carefully avoiding the other route ,so that i don't have to pass through that station. But this time it was my interview and on such a short notice I couldn't get a ticket of my choice. The moment I boarded the train , I knew it would happen and here I am swamped by all those thoughts again.

  I am kind of feeling helpless. I just wish to:-

talk to her once more 😞

hold her once more 😞

laugh with her once more 😞

admire the twinkle in her eyes once more 😞

cry with her once more 😞

probably at least just see her once more 😞

JUST ONCE MORE !!!!! 😞

 I wanted her to be happy, I just wished that she would be happy with me.(It should never happen to any one else. This incident has taken a part of me with it.)