Being a banker, my father never wanted me to join banking sector because he knows the pros and cons of this sector, so he invested to make me an engineer.
I got 76.6% in my engineering but i never became an engineer, not becuase i couldn't get in any of my core companies, it's just that i knew i am not an engineer, wo hota hai na, jo ekdum andar se feel hota hai, engineer wali feel hi kabi nahi aayi.
ES nahi hua, Gate mein kuch khaas jama nahi
CGL Lined up but Maamla PO par aake atak sa gaya h.I still remember that day jab maine papa ko pehli baar bataya tha ki IBPS denge is baar, he told me ki easy nahi hai competition, banking ke andar aake alag ladai to hai hi, but PO aise hi ban jana aasan nahi hai.
Bohot gussa aaya tha, ki jab papa bhi trust nahi karte to fir kya kare hum, lekin cinema to tha nahi, as if jaise options kitne saare the mere paas, so finaaly Banking ki tayyri hui aur jaldi hi pata chal gaya ki Baap galat nahi bola tha.
But thoda success jyada failures ke beech ,sayad unko ye realise hua ki mehnat to kar raha hai, PO tough hai but Engg mein itna acha score hai iska to kahin na kahin back of the mind unhe ye lagta tha ki Clear jarur kar lega.
But i failed again. lekin ab PAPA ka bharosa bohot badh gaya tha, mujhpe nahi, mere mehnat par.Ab wo banking sector ki kami ki baat nahi karte the, bas puchte the kya chal raha hai, mehnat kar rahe ho,bekaar nahi hoga.Ek point aata hai jab NAUKRI hi sab kuch ho jaati hai, naukri ke andar kya kami hai wo dhere dhere bohot choti hoti chali jaati hai.Mere ghar mein bhi yahi hua.
Aaj PAPA SE PNB ki bata kar rahe the to aaj bohot dino ke baad wo bole ki Banking bohot tough hote ja raha hai, door ka dekhoge to pata chalega, fir bohot der tak dono log chup baithe rahe hain,kyuki unhe bhi pata ki mains ka marks aane wala hai and hua to kya hoga, nahi hua to khair....
Ye sab kyu bata raha hun main ? I mean overrated to hun hi main, free ka gyan pel deta hun, waisa kuch khaas ukhada bhi nahi hai maine yahan par, mere karma aur followers ko maine kabhi nahi dekha tha, log jab bolte the to main dekhta tha, overrated to main tha for sure @KRK5.0 ne mere B'day par mujhe BHISMA pitamah bola tha PG ka @PadhaLikha ne ek baar bola tha ki chotu aur aviswati naam nahi hain brand ho gaye hain PG ke aur bhi bohot logo ne mujhe message kiya tha @bhanchleo @ankada @StudyTime05 ab to wo account bhi nahi h isliye naam yaad nahi aa raha--Lekin sala hum apne aap ko kabhi BAAP of PG jaisa nahi samjhe, kabhi nahi, bakarbaaji karte the, poll hua jeet gaye,acha lagta tha,lekin kabhi kisi ko hurt nahi krte the,rude na ho kisi ke sath iske liye hamesha over protective rehte the.
Hum to kabhi nahi chahe ki humko bhagwan banao, har poll mein winner banao,maine kuch ukhada nahi pg par,nothing such credentials jiski bata ki ja sake, lekin ek baat main jarur unlogo ko bolna chahta hun jo bina soche samjhe kisi ko hero banate hain aur kisi ko zero--Maine PG pe jitne sawaal solve kiye hain, bohot kam log honge poore pg par,be it maths,be it english, be it cgl thread or sbi or even this PO/CLERK thread, maine kabhi kisi maths ke sawaal ko bina attempt kiye nahi jaane diya,jitna ache se samjha sakte the, samjhaya h maine.Hum to isiliye PG PAR aaye the, padhne aur baat karne un logo se jo mere jaise situation mein hain, HERO Banne nahi aaye the hum, hero TUM LOG banaye the yaar, trust me, jab bhi kisi poll mein hum winner hua karte,hum hamesha sochte the ye log kis basis pe vote karte hain, na hum koi final selection liye na hi COOL DUDE hain.Humko kabhi nahi pata chala mere followers itne kaise ho gaye the, hum kabhi karma nahi check kiye, i swear it on my bhagwan, but logo ke nafrat ki hadd ki koi seema hi nahi h, log dhere dhere nafrat karne lag gaye, decide kar liye ye to chomu hai,kuch khaas nahi ukhada h isne.Overrated hai ye to,khokhla hai andar se.Fake hai ,aur pata nahi kya kya yaar.Ye sab aiwe hi nahi bol raha main, i have seen people cursing for my so called "fake popularity"i mean , sala maine to kabhi kisi se itni nafrat nahi ki bhai.
Sach bata raha hun yaar, bohot kuch bolne ka mann kar raha hai lekin kya bolun bhai, kise bolun, sab to virtual hi hain idhar.Irony ye hai ki kuch log to is post mein kami nikal hi lenge,sach bata rah hun yaar,humko farq nahi padta,bohot kar liye hain pg .aur bohot dekh chuke ye sab.
Ye post koi fame wagera ke liye nahi h, abe kon sa fame bhai, koi yahan dude banne nahi aaya, tum vote kar ke nafrat hi nikaal sakte ho bas, jo jis kaam ke liye aaya h,usse koi farq nahi padega eventually.Yahi soch rahe ho na ki bhai to tu ye sab gyan kyu pel raha ? To bhai ache se sun lo--Main ye gyan tumhe de hi na raha hun,k yuki tum toh spineless ho yaar,bas unlogo se bol raha hu jo sane hain yahan par, aur sach maano bohot log kaabil aur samajhdaar hain yahan par, bas yahi hai kehna bhai ki kisi bhi poll aur behes ko dil pe mat liya karo bhai, sab struggler hain, mental trauma mein rehte hain sab,kahin vacancy nahi,kisi aka mains thik nahi,koi pre mein out,koi final mein reject..ye sab crisis hai aur real crisis to join karne ke baad hoga yaar.
Bas kisi ko bhagwan mat banao bhai, koi godfather jaisa nahi hai bhai yaahn,sabme kamihai,burai hai,uski apni ideology hai,usko leke use judge karna band kar do bhai,kya karoge itn nafrat karke,yahn bohot log jinse mera baat nahi hota,hum unse nafrat nahi karte bhai,bohot hain jo alag point of view rakhte hain,hum unko kho na de,isliye hum unse us topic pe behs hi nahi karte,ye sab ke liye bohot time milega bhai,hum bohot pehle se overrated the,bohot ache se jaante the hum ye,tumne vote karke koi jadoo nahi dikha diya,but jo 32000 karma hum kamaye the wo bas sarcasm aur witty comments kar ke nahi kamaye the.mehnat kiye the bohot.Bohot chota lagta h ye sab bolna,kyuki hum bolna nahi chahte the but Mann kiya bolne ka bohot,so bol diye.Judge karna hai karo,kami nikalna hai nikalo,maa behen kar lo,nahi farq padta bhai,sach, bas kisi ko bhagwan mat banao, sab frustrated hain, sab struggler hain,naukri lo aur niklo bhai yahan se, TRAP hai ye sab.
Sorry for such a long post . hum kabhi bole nahi h lekin aaj bolenge ki JUDGE Mat karna,,kyuki itne tough to hum bhi nahi hain,jo bura lagta hai so bol dene ka mann karta hai.Sorry.