Baby, do you understand me now?
Oh, baby – don’t you know I’m human
I have thoughts like any other one
When things go wrong I feel real bad.
I’m just a soul whose intentions are good.
I have never stumbled so much before scripting ever in my life, but this time I could see my hands shivering. I am going through a mixed feeling right now. I have never desired to write an article like this in my past. In fact nobody does.
It was three years back I saw someone walking into my class to make some announcement, no one in the class felt her interesting , I too was not an exception .It was an year later when our classes got shuffled I saw the same uninteresting girl in my class. It took almost 3 months for us to get a chance to talk and finally we spoke, that’s where it started, an uninteresting girl turned to be the most interesting person of my life and as times rolled on she became the only interesting thing I could think of in my life. And one fine day I decided to tell her that she is the only person who can make my life interesting and I told her the same. Guess that was the biggest fiasco of my life which made me realize that love is always mutual and it always fails when it is not reciprocated. And after that incident she stopped talking ,she even stopped looking at me and after a lot of apologies I finally convinced her that we can carry on as good friends forever so that I’ll at least get a chance to talk with her(with a daydream that someday I can convince her) .
Times rolled, an year passed but my plans failed, today all of a sudden she said she’s leaving and this time it is forever. Yes, today I said bye to her unwillingly and I smiled at her, a farewell smile when my heart wanted to beg her not to leave. I knew that we are not to going meet again ever, I knew I can never see that ravishing smile , I can never see that elegant adorable female walking towards me, that exquisite little character finally came to an end in my life and she started walking where I was standing inarticulately waiting for her to turn and give a last look in my life but she kept walking and she finally vanished out of my sight and out my life too .
Everything has to end but this wasn’t the way I expected it to end. There are a few people who come into your life and make a painful mark which is very difficult erase as it remains intense forever. Wish I could go back and correct my past.
She has made an impression in my life,
the one which I failed to do in her life,
the one which I am willing to treasure.