This is not a advice of what to do when you are sitting at home.
I just wanted to let go of everything that was going inside me.
If you are not interested to read a loser's last 7 months story. DON'T READ !
I still don't know , why I am writing this. It 's a useless post on this thread.
March 2011 : Left my job.
Reason : Bola khuch , diya khuch w.r.t Salary

Sat at home from April till August.
April - August :April - JuneThat time was

. I was always in a fight either with my parents or my gf. Negativity had taken control of me.
My 2nd season had ended & scores dipping by more than 30 % then the first season in nearly every exam. I wanted to capitulate. I wanted to leave every thing. I wanted to live alone. Taunts from every where.
Even the motivational talk on the phone with the_hate , couldn't compel me to write one more season but his voice kept saying in my head
''You have to make your life easy & comfortable'' The B Schools which I was getting through were after Top 25. I didn't wanted to take a big educational loan & the return on Investment ?


Few KIND WORDS from the people around me : -
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The words from my best friend : Rishabh. Abhi tak CAT de raha hai ?
If you couldn't crack CAT/XAT/FMS etc face it. Even my Dog can solve QA. Ha !!
I think you should go for MBA (Dist. Learning) & you will get 12,000 per month salary. That should be enough for you & Btw , I have got a job.7 Lakh Package !!
Ek to tu , BTECH nai hai , & you have done your BBA from an unknown univerity & you are eyeing IIMs ? Aukat nai hai , to itna mat uchla karo.
Aukat mei raho. ''
The above lines in fun mood are Okey with me , but his tone was ''..........''
I kept sitting & thinking the same thing , again & again. And , at that time , due to unknown reasons I just couldn't concentrate on studies.
I joined CFP course , but didn't gave any exam. As a result my Father's hard earned money went down the drain.
Parents they also want that their children also get a nice life , but I always led them DOWN ! I can still recall the faces of my parents during that time.
The agony faced by them , I can never forgive my self , for being so stupid , lazy , ''Padai se jee churane wala'' & I dnt what !!
JulyMy father said if you are not going for MBA , go & search for a job.I put up in Faridabad. Apart from online applying process , I decided to go to the Delhi , Noida , gurgaon for a job. I took my CV.
I still remember those days, carrying nearly 30-50 CV's & going to DLF, Gurgaon for jobs. I used to go to every sky scraper there & to nearly every company to give my CV. Reply : Thank you , & we will let you know.
I sat near the tall buildings with my CV's in hand , head down towards earth filled with humiliation. People used to come in their long cars get into the buildings & I sat outside them. Little money in pocket & life screwed !
Shame , humiliation , embarrassment , put down & PAIN . This was my life.
I think that was the point , where I knew what Life is. What is seriousness ?
What is Failure ? After giving nearly 400 + Resumes in 3 cities , NO CALL ?
May be my friend was right ? I was at his stage because I didn't studied ? ? ?
The same case happened in Delhi & Noida.
August- Till Date - > Escape route ?
I joined a private banking institute who gives a PG Diploma in Banking.
Currently pursuing it & doing well , I think

Wrote CAT. Let's see .. what happens.
I have decided to improve my profile , with a big brand name on it , which I am sure will be getting it in a few months.
I am no 99 % tiler.I don't have a strings of 99.9 + in my mocks repository. Hell , I am 50 %tiler but I know where I stand right now & I know where I want to be.
Peace.
hi Rishab ... i am no motivator but definitely i understand your problem .. see there are thousands of fuckers all around some times your so called best friends are one among the fuckers .........
But from what you have said i think you are the luckiest person in the earth to get GOOD PARENTS and GOOD GIRL FRIEND ,who are sticking by you in the bad times .. this is a very important lesson my friend ... this is the BLESSING In disguise ...
You know you take a JOB fight the Life as hard as you can ... you come out in Flying Colors oneday ... Getting 1,00,000 rs per month is not a great things .. living around people who care about you is greatest ever thing...WE invented money for life ,,,
I DONT DESERVE TO COMMENT YOU ...YET YOU CAN CONSIDER MY OPINION >>> >>>> ....