Following up Anupam's post will be hard to do... I won't even be attempting to do it.
My CAT story, is slightly less bumpy and much more happier. (The end result might very well be the same, but ....)
Okay, so where do we begin? Do I begin with the young girl in 10th who bombed in her 10th ;)? Well, relatively. Or the one that ran all around yelling that she had cracked an exam...
Let's start with the Shruti of 12th standard... the one that wanted to get away from her little world in Kerala, but unexpectedly landed closer to the hearth than ever.... In the premier engineering institute in the state, College of Engineering, Trivandrum, 3 km away from home.. Maybe, it was a happy coincidence, because, I don't know what I'd have done anywhere else. Maybe, this post wouldn't be typed. Maybe, I'd be "yet another software engineer" in the ranks of Infy, CTS and the like...
Life is a series of what ifs?
First day I came into my class, I met a girl who would be one of my closest friends through my college life. Her brother had just got into IIM-A.
"IIM? What's an IIM? I have heard of IITs. But an IIM???"
"Indian Institute of Management, Shruti!"
3 weeks later, I had my gang of friends, the five of us who stood by each other. Four years ago, aspirations were small, and we often talked of living together in Bangalore, working for the same company, cooking and having fun.
In the middle, it all changed. GRE, GATE, CAT came into the picture. It was decided (by my friends, of course!) I'd make a lousy engineer and better put my global talents to something else...
My college regularly churns out CAT crackers (Philiptj was one

) Every year, at least 5 used to make it through...
Suddenly, the IIMs seemed a lot closer....
Come third year, TIME put out their Talent Search Examination to award scholarships to students appearing for CAT '05. We all went and wrote. The exam was ridiculously easy. I remember thinking "This can't be CAT. I can't be doing this well.." Once the test was done, I had marked 99 questions out of 100.
The results were put out and I had topped...
TIME's classes began

I realised I was way ahead of the crowd in VA and RC, mainly because I was a voracious reader. I devoured books... QA and DI were fine, except that I couldn't, for the life of me, manage to crack all sections simultaneously.
One fine afternoon, I remember logging onto a forum called PagalGuy. I was told I couldn't post without choosing a user name... Hmm...
Shrutz it was, in honour of my friends who called me that name :)
And, then, the rest was history.
I posted up my intro and got my first PM (Yeah, Girish... YOU!) and then posted only for AIMCATs.
Had to skip the first AIMCAT because CTS was on campus and we were needed to help.. So, effectively, the second AIMCAT was it...
I got AIR 15.
Things went haywire later...
My ranks went all over the place from AIR 9 to a rock bottom 600 odd. The cutoffs were haywire too. It was weird, because I'd do very well in 2 sections and kill the third and I hated that I was doing badly.
Meanwhile, someone bestowed on me the sobriquet of VA goddess.. (Huh? WHAT???)
I was cracking the CRTs, but the AIMCATs were another cup of tea, altogether....
Met some of the most amazing people on PG... DJK, Aryak, Quinty, Pendyal, Hanoz, Ranjitha, Allwin (PG, the MAN!), and of course, the wannabes... Hahahah, convolutedsignal, anandv, anupam (Drama Queen!), DesiGuru *cough*.. It was hazaar fun and I loved meeting like minded people.
I started studying (well answering papers) around September and enjoyed even that...
Got a load of help from a lot of threads on PG and started even distributing my brand of gyaan. All in all, an enjoyable process, even if I was scared about clearing all 3..
All said, the CAT is not a hard nut to crack.. However, it can be a blow to the ego to realise you are not as good as you thought you were..
Come November 20th, I was in Kozhikode with a trainload of friends and writing a 90 question paper..
English was a letdown... I knew it could swing either way. But, I was extremely happy with Quant. DI... What can I say? I didn't take enough risks and paid for it..
I resolved not to check my scores, because I had a feeling I didn't want to take bad news...
5 days later, I succumbed to the constant pressure of SMSes and IMs from collegemates...
DI was
it. :( It was a li'l dicey, and I was hoping that I hadn't somehow screwed it up more than I thought I had.
Then, began the agonising wait for results. This time, the IIMs had all resolved to put the results out at once. I knew that C would come at midnight and again, it was PGites who were up and running even at the unearthly hours...
Finally, the server went up at 01:00 hours, 2nd January and I opened the C site...
GEORGE SHRUTI SUSAN.
Congratulations, you have been selected for the GD/PI stage for PGDM/PGDCM in IIM Calcutta.
My hand involuntarily started spasming and it was all I could do to keep it still...
I'd made it to an IIM's second stage.
The next day, those who had Cal calls were jumping around, when the news that L and A had come leaked..
I called a PGite ;)... Aditya, actually and he was rather reluctant to say I hadn't made it to A. Frankly, I was shocked and took 5 minutes to recover. Which is when, Pendyal called... I informed him that he couldn't have me as a junior. His comment 3 days later was, "You are crazy, I have never heard anyone laughing about not coming to IIM-A"
Then, B, K, and I told me I had made it...
The results told me I had 99.83 with 92 in DI and 99+in QA and VA... Higher percentile in (of all things) Quant.
The GD/PIs began. I went for some TIME GDs and in Trivandrum, those were mild affairs. Talking was never a problem, but I began reading magazines and newspapers in real earnest.
Once, the GDs and PIs began for the IIMs, I realised what a brand name Shrutz of PG had become.
Met some truly awesome people during the GDs and PIs.. Mallus with whom I clicked instantly. We all hoped to get into the same IIM and bug the hell out of each other.
K,L,I,C,B.... the process was done. My mind swung from "Ahh, I am sure I will convert at least 2" to "WHAT? Suppose I don't convert any?!"
Which is when 12th April midnight came up. Again, we had IIMC with results first and again, we had Yahoo conferences. I was in 3... One with PGites like ConSig, Aaradhya, Hahahah, Sajeev and the rest... And the other with my friends...
The results were out!
My hand was shaking as I keyed in my DoB and Registration Number, mentally steeling myself for a rejection.
Congratulations!
It said...
Made it into IIMC!

Again, the same St Vitus' dance
Most of the Pagals made it and that was a happy conf. Sheer joy and euphoria all around.
Meanwhile, none of my friends had made it and I was upset. It kind of overpowered the happiness so much that I stayed awake till 4 am with them talking about nothing in particular...
I got up at 7:30 the next morning and had to go to college. That is when I learnt A had come out. So, all of us landed at our comp lab and started checking PG and all the IIM sites.
I keyed in IIM-A and learnt a collegemate had made it and a friend had a WL.
IIMB opened its page and I really didn't want to know. I keyed it in all the same and it congratulated me again. 2/2
Lucknow made it 3/3. Life was really good.
K gave me a waitlist

and Indore took me in again. That made it 4.5/5 (my classmates say it was 4/5, but the fraction is infinitely better!)
The feeling is yet to sink in.
Shruti George, IIM Graduate :)
What do I expect from an IIM? Not what I expected 18 months ago. I expect to have a good time and enjoy myself... Ambitions are low-key and life cannot be better!!
This is not exactly an inspirational post, I know. In a lot of ways, I count myself a lucky person. I did not have to slog my head off to crack an exam that remains a pipe dream for so many. I did not have to lose an year. (In fact, I was determined that if I didn't make it in CAT this year, I'd give up on it.)
I could remain true to myself and be honest during the interviews and get away with it.
CAT gave me some of the most awesome friends I could ever know. They are those with whom I connected on every level and I love them all for it.
CAT also gave me a wake-up call of sorts.
What CAT did to so many, I could see, and I mourned. Shattered dreams and broken ambitions. It has taken something and someone very dear to me, and I can only hope that it's not broken so much that it can't be mended.
Something else I wanted to add was, an MBA should never be an excuse for you to do badly at your undergrads. An MBA is not a panacea that can be taken to cure-all-ills-of-knowing-your-acads. I see a lot of my juniors who come asking me (for CAT 07!) "When should I start studying?"
My answer is, "When you think you can't waste another second. But not now! Don't burn yourself out."
I also see them offer excuses for not knowing what they learnt for 3 years in college or semi-apologising for being bad at technical questions, "I am more interested in HR."
Of late, I had the fortune to be on the other side of the interview table, when I took interviews for juniors and I saw these excuses offered many times.
This is what I learnt. First do what you are doing well, THEN, try to better yourself. You can only build upon a strong foundation and yes, Never give up on your dreams :)
Finally, I don't know what life holds ahead of me, but I loved every second of this journey and yeah, I am glad to be a part of the PaGaL community.
CAT teaches you about people, CAT teaches you life....
This is all I wanted to speak about CAT.