It is the shock of realizing that your current attempts at aiming for your desired career choice will curry no favors with the IIMs that's frustrating most of us. Maybe someday it won't be so.
Maybe some day in the future, hopefully next year itself, students will realize the importance of a good profile. ( And I'm not talking about the girl/diversity thing here )
A good profile offers many alternatives. For example, one may consider going abroad through GMAT. Or perhaps, entrepreneurship might be your bug. You might want to try undergoing a short term work experience at the nearby shops. It need not be from the point of view of admissions! Just go and see what people do, and how they work.
It takes all kinds of people to build a dream. It takes just one to dream it. You have a dream, try and build on it. Sometimes you do marvellous things, but the appreciation doesn't come. It's ok, because now you know that you have it in you. Hope is for the future, for the past is just a prejudiced mirror of your juvenile mistakes, atleast at the age of 22.
Life has to move forward from here. You've scored well, but you've lost out somewhere this year. It'll probably happen next year too. Maybe it might keep happening.... If only's won't help lessen the irritation of not having that call you, rightly, feel entitled to. If only I were having a quota/were not an engineer/were born a girl.... You wouldn't be you, idiot! Stop that nonsense!
Life can only be lived once, stop cribbing! Go ahead with the GD/PI process, especially if you don't have the calls :)
Think about three questions. Think about them honestly. You'll realize all these stumbling blocks aren't even secondary... They're the small specks of dust that tend stick to your lens/spectacles, and you just need to apply a bit more force to shine it away.
1. Tell me something interesting about yourself. [ Seriously, interesting]
2. Why MBA? What are your long term career goals? How will an MBA from (this) institute help you get there?
3. What are your strengths and weaknesses? What would your parents/friends have to say about what you just said? Will they agree with your analysis?
50 years from now, when you write your autobiography, what will be the first thing you will probably say in it about success...?
"I owe it all to my family/wife/friends/children. They are my inspiration"
B School toh aa jayega, %ile dekhi hai kya apni??? Soch lo, chill maaro zara.
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CAT 2011
OA: 99.79
QA: 98.48
VA: 99.76
Grad: 66.4 (6 sems) [Mumbai Univ - Engg - EXTC]
XII: 86.17 [XII Science]
X: 88.80 [2nd in my School. English me 67 di thi LOL! Shayad samjh se bahar gayi ho :P]
No call. Chalta hai. Dekh lenge aage jaake....