Hi there found so many interesting experiences out there.Well thought I would share out my story.
A rather unusual story
considerig it is having heartbreak with the same person twice
I had done my schooling in convent till my 8th standard and had to leave the city after that and go to a small town to complete schooling(My Das had a transfer).Soon afterwards I joined a tution and after a few days saw this boy whom I found to be irritating.He seemed to be the one who was ready to pick up fights and all.
Slowly our friendship grew and I found out that he was a whiz at maths of some sort.
After a few months cupid struck.(As they say they stuck when you least expect it to)It was a heady feeling.
Soon it was time for the board exams and by this time by this time I was in love head over heels.By this stime I was in a dilema over whether I had do my +2 or move to another school.I decided on the second because that was the crucial time for me to make my career and I did not want to be distracted.I cried my heart out but took a tough decesion.
I kept in touch with my old school friends and kept hearing about him from time to time.
After our schooling got over I left my hometown and went down to another city to do my college.I soon got engrosssed with my life out there.But he was always there in the back of my mind.Then one day I chanced upon his profile in orkut.He had made it to one of the best engineering colleges og the country.I was happy for him.Soon we started chatting up through messangers and the friendship grew.
After our college got over we were bach home.then one day we met up through some old friends.All my old feeelings came rushing back.I realized that with the distance of time nothing had changed.I guess that showed in my face cause my friends kept quiet that day.
Before long we were in a reltionship.He warned me that four years of staying in the outside world had changed him.What followed the next few months were I guess one of the most difficult times of my life.I realized that "Love conquers all' is best to be found at the books only.The reality is a totally different story out there.
Like the say'Shit happens when you least expect it'
We parted for the best.
May be it was because I had loved him so much that things didnt work out.I was angry,hurt confused and sad at the same time.
I sometimes really asked God that why did I actually have to go through all this shit after waiting for so many years.But then the hurt and the pain still lingers.I guess that I time is the best healer but I guess that I am a lot less naive
Or may be it was all my fault.I had held on to the past while he had changed.
I hope that a day comes when I can be strong enough to forgive him.
But all I know that one of my most beautiful memories turned into a my worst nightmare
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