sorry, if some of u find the post irrelevant..
it's devastating to come so near to getting a seat, when in a moment, the reality takes u away from ur long cherished dream..
i'm sure ppl not in the list wud completely agree with me,
" i know i was not bad, but i'm sure u guyz must have been terrific"
have a rocking life at sp j and be with pg to guide next year as i'll kep applying to sp j till i get thru it some day...i'll try to be ur junior if not ur classmate..